I caught up with old friends today. Waffles in the afternoon with Fariz, who I haven't seen since....a month ago. Best friends since primary 1. Now that I think about it, it's actually been more than 10 years since primary 1. Where's the time gone? I miss the old days of playing police and thief, crocodile and other games during recess, of being carefree without worrying what others think about you. It was so much simpler.

So we talked about Poly life. I love mine so far. The mass commies just click together well. After four years of feeling outcasted, I finally feel like I actually belong somewhere. I do miss the little group of friends that I stuck with throughout secondary school though. But there was a mini reunion today =)

Dinner with Kenneth and Ili. Our third member! We took neoprints. Hehe. And we followed our little tradition of wandering aimlessly for almost half an hour before deciding where to eat, and then walking a big round to get there. It almost felt like old times, except we weren't in school uniform. During dinner, we caught up on each other's lives and realised we go through similar things. There have been times when I feel like my life's almost perfect. On the other hand, there are times I feel like the biggest loser in the world, like I can't do anything right. Times I feel like all eyes are on me, watching and waiting for me to screw up, and I usually do. Times I feel like nobody cares. Times I miss someone I shouldn't because they probably don't miss me.


But tonight, just like in secondary school, we supported each other through our worries and insecurities knowing we weren't alone.

And that was great.